Although it feels so awkward having to say this: kids, we’re almost grown ups now. Most of the?people my age?reading this post?at this very moment?have either had their graduation ceremony or are getting ready to celebrate in the next couple of weeks. After that, it’s off to the real world (or at least off to the race for a Master’s degree). What have we accomplished so far? What are we about to xPRiment? Is there a life after the final finals and?after the?papers are?due?
After trying to sit this article out and write it from the Surface Pro 2 on my lap, I?realized that it makes much more sense to just place it on my desk and write on it like I would on?a normal computer. I won’t go on telling you about the specs and qualities of this device since in the last two weeks, I didn’t quite manage to turn it into my daily driver for obvious reasons (all my files and accounts are stored on my other notebook and, as I am writing these thoughts, music is playing from the other one in the background). Ok, I just opened another tab on this device and am currently playing Adele. Sweet Adele. Back to the actual article.
You see, I’ve spent these past four years “sitting with?a Surface” on my lap instead of simply placing it onto my desk. It seems so clear to me that all I should have done was just put the damn thing in a place?where I usually sit most comfortably. All I need to do?now?is?just focus on exactly that part of me that got me?starting?a blog in the?first place.?It wasn’t the?freebies or the?conference tickets or even the beloved blog meets. It was simply the fact that I love writing.
For years, I have tried to convince myself that writing will not get me anywhere at this age and that I have to do?a ton of extra stuff just to?keep in?touch with the real world. Just like this little tablet over here?turned laptop that you can touch but also use?a mouse on (I just connected my mouse to the Surface?via USB port?and suddenly?the whole thing?got brighter) – it got?much too complicated. I am indeed?a complicated person and you do need a good instruction guide in order to get hold of me properly, but, if you ask my mom or dad at any time of the day what their daughter wants to achieve in life, their answer will be; “the Nobel prize for literature”.
Sure, I can try to obtain it by?writing my stories from a gadget at night after hours of work, university papers and a bit of procrastination, but why should I? It’s not like I have to. There’s nothing in the world (besides some contracts I signed and a promise I made to myself four years ago) that keeps me from at least giving this dream of mine a chance to unfold. Maybe, probably, I’ll fail miserably at it. Nevertheless,?I love Social Media and all the mumbo jumbo that surrounds it and don’t know if it’s that easy to just let go of everything. But if I won’t do it now, then maybe next time I’ll give it a shot I won’t be anywhere near 22 going on 23.